I only see myself reflected in your eyes. So all that i believe I am essentially are lies. And everything i hoped to be or ever thought i was. Died with your belief in me so who the hell am i. I'm wandering round confused wondering why i try the more that you deny my pain the more it intensifies. I pray for someone to ache for me the way i ache for you. If you ignore that i'm alive i have nothing to cling to. I stare into this mirror so tired of this life if only you would speak to me or care if i'm alive. Once i swore i would die for you but i never meant like this no i never meant like this. I don't know if i am real without you what is left of me without you i don't know whats real without you how can i exist without you?